Black 'n' White

Monday, December 25, 2006

now is 1am, its christmas... well i just love christmas, x'mas is always different from other holidays, u can feel e festive mood. but to me, i feel there's something missing... well, wat else?

december updates, this month has been a better month den any other, coz 1stly i just came back from KL on thurday, well... a short 3d2n trip but i really enjoyed myself, though it shld have more pple going but in e end some put aeroplane on e last min. we did alot of shopping.. really alot! i have nv been shop this much in my life, for 3 days, most of our time is spend on shopping, not hunting but is surfing through e whole shopping malls, coz its cheap... i feel e money like nothing... lolx

but there's something which pissed me during e trip is tat the taxi over in KL, altough its cheaper than sg taxi but they see u r a tourist den they heck u like a vegetable head (cai tou)... and also e traffic there is horrible, just a short distance we can spend 30 min in cab coz the traffic lights r spoiled! dotz...

2ndly, ytd is our MINI 4e5 gathering, though we didn't get much pple coz its my last min idea, n with this short time we cant contact most of them. so those who didn't know abt it... i'm sorry.
although just a evening together, its been wonderful.. really, all those past memorise has been flowing back, as if we r still during sec4. for almost a yr not been seeing each other, or rather 2 yrs... we got so much crap to talk abt... it feel so good when i'm wif them, seriously. especially during e guys talk, we chat some much abt CARS n driving.. hahaha...

actually, i'm been thinking abt having an outing to overseas like some island where we can all relax n play together for a short trip, just now when we were playing water polo during e class chalet at aloha, but come to think of it... its hard to get pple to go overseas especially some guys r going to NS, n i dun think gals can go oversea alone... but it will be fun if we have that... so anybody interested? plz tell me, den if got a number of pple ok wif it den i can do e planning... hahaha.

lastly, altough its christmas, i still have to work... but i dun feel like its poor thing to work when others is having fun, coz to me every yr christmas has always been e same where u dun even know where to go n wat to do... so stay in shop n work is actually not a bad thing as there r ur colleagues to spend e day wif... but today i was rather angry over it in shop, all becoz of gift exchange... well i dun wan to tok abt it, or else it will spoil my post n also i will get angry over again... just cool down n dun think abt it... forgive n forget...

now is e last post of 2006 liao, another yr has been past. every time during e end of yr i will like reflect on wat have i achieve during this yr, n truthfully i think this yr is another meaningless year...

new year resolution " i dunno, i dun wan to think... coz in e end it is still meaningless...."

_just me_
12:57 am

Friday, December 01, 2006

to my surprise that michelle heng reminded me to update my november post, which i myself also forgotten abt it. n also there are pple waiting for see my post every month, WOW! lolx.

many small but significance things happen this month, which i dunno how to write it out, so i will go briefy thru.

hmm...
er....
ehz....
ya... i cant think of any, no inspiration...

start from working environment ba... i have been working for nearly 3 months liao, since i am getting my 3rd pay slip beri soon. really enjoyed the times working wif the people, altough have to work after school which makes me beri tired when everyone else is going home n i have to go work. but everything went out quite well, get to know the people there more, even went out to supper every other day. sad to say so, one of our colleagues are transferring to other branches liao, which he dun wan.. n he resign on tat day. one thing that i dun like abt levis, is tat they will just transfer in n out people every month. n since our shop has just started, every has just started to get to know each other more. one or two will have to leave us, n others will come in. n who knows? maybe i will the next one transfered out... but, thats life, life is cruel, our shop didn't meet the sales target given, so every1 have to reshuffle, so to improve e sales... i just find it useless. anyway, wat position can i say, i'm a part timer, happy i work, not happy i quit. life can be tat simple.

forget abt work, abt school now. school is fun, school is relax, studying is e best... i dun think other than poly, u can study, play, work all together. if i'm happy i can just PON school n go JB wif frenz =p... but i just dun like IT, n its coming to the last semester of lecturing, nxt yr will be attachment and final yr project. n coming so far, i dun think i have benefitted anything out of it. n everyday in class, e assignment can really makes me puke... stupid n waste time, all these are just junk which i dun think can helps me when i went out to work. USEFULNESS? bullshit... i'm sort of cant go on anymore, i think i will fail like shit during the exam. n its semester 4! can i just give up now? i think working is much better than studying IT...

christmas is coming, i'm really excited, i cant explain why but it feels good when christmas is near. i wanted a white christmas, i want to celebrate my christmas when it is snowing, n that is christmas!

anway... end of my post, lots of things to say, but i guess blogging is not wat i'm good at, dunno how to type it out... wat to do? english sux... life sux...

_just me_
12:54 am